Who is it really that needs to know — the
personality that has been conjured out of environmental and biological stimuli?
Who is that really knows?
Are we really just the culmination of our stories
and myths that we have created to explain, promote and propagate our ephemeral
existence?
Are we really just our triumphs and tragedies; our
abuses, abusers, and abuse; our hell and heaven; good and evil…?
Are we our experiences, our experience …or our experiencing?
Are we just the sum total of the bullshit that runs
through our heads that we accumulate over time?
Life is not just a string of experiences, but that
which knows that a string of experiences unfolds before us – sometimes like cinematic
events.
Our life is not what we think it to be. Life is
whether we think or not – perhaps more interesting not – (who knows?).
We experience life largely though the filters that
we have superimposed on life.
We are the result of the conditioning that has
conditioned us to perceive our experience.
However, my inclination is that we are not our egos,
personalities, identities, jobs, roles, genders, and all the other machinations
that we use to create ourselves.
We are not our bullshit, but generally are mired in
it and have taken on its odor out of ignorance.
Rather, we are that which notices the bullshit and
uses the bullshit to fertilize our garden that we that we call our life. Life
as it is.
Life as it is, is wondrous when we are not enmeshed
or identified with or in the events to which we are paying attention.
Pain is
inevitable, suffering is optional.
That which Knows is not the thing or things that it
knows. Knowledge then is not what you know or who you know but the faculty of Knowing
– that which knows — which is not a this or a that. Knowledge in this context
is not data or the accumulation of data. No bits, or bytes, to bite you in the
ass.
No subject or object.
Knowing has nothing to relate to or with. Mind is
not relative to anything. (…Maybe only relative to Mind?) Mind is all and
no-thing simultaneously.
Perhaps getting out of our minds and returning to
Mind, is what Mind has in mind for us all, if we mind, if we don’t mind.
We can be out of our minds, but we can never be out
of Mind, or out of sight….
But, since we do see the movie in the theater of
life before us, we might as well get the popcorn and pay attention and enjoy
the show, if you don’t mind minding Mind.
Yikes!